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Thursday, July 16, 2009, 9:32 PM
m.a.d movie outing on sat (come come :D) [edited!] what: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince where: filmgarde @ bugis iluma when: watching the 2 show so meet at 130 at Topshop bugis junction! will be having dinner after that then off to tapestryyy! pls inform me if you're coming via sms or msn or smth so i can book the tickets beforehand (: SPREAD THE WORD PLS THANKS. - niang: it sucks because it was always people telling me they don't know what they want to do and me telling them that 'don't worry things will work out somehow...' haha a happy marriage + family is like the ultimate dream for me la, but currently i'm not particularly planning for it... regina: haha yea sure! just give one of us a call beforehand (: Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 3:50 PM
... howwww, am confused! i hate the thought of living my entire life without purpose or not knowing/pursuing my passions and just, you know. living like the average singaporean. D: ok whatever i sound like a chao mugger ._. and i feel like one too. these few days i have been devoting my afternoons to my lunwen, slaving in front of my stupid lagging pc and not coming up with anything concrete and inspirational. FREAKING NO LIFE PLS. and school without cca to look forward to after is hugely disconcerting rawr. i hate it when i have to go home alone. hahahaha rant rant rant. Sunday, July 12, 2009, 8:35 PM
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Keone Madrid & Mariel Martin (currently my greatest dance inspiration!) (: he choreographed that dance for her birthday! :D look out for how he killed the beats at 1:42-1:44 haha. omg he's only 19 O.o , 2:58 PM
... (: - jiahong: haha yeaaa! i miss scotland too... the pace of life there was so much slower and more relaxing x(( Sworn: haha really! wow cool. , 1:55 PM
yesterday was nice; the type of days that, at the end of it all, leaves you glowing with a certain quiet joy. no hassling to get anywhere, no fixed schedule, no adrenaline... sure, it was governed by a sense of purposelessness but perhaps that was apposite given my current state of disconnection. so. in the morning, niang and i met up to do char's present: crazy camwhoring ftw! (: hahaha it was sooo hilarious & omg our funny faces are really damn retarded xD thenn wanted to join the other j2s at paygp but they were still watching movie so i decided to drop by at alliance française and return my magazines first. haha ended up spending around two hours reading french in the kid's corner (tell me i'm a good student! :D) after a while two french kids came in and the little girl sat down right in front of me, looking through books while talking to herself... CUTENESS TTM! <3 haha then i went to look at the art exhibition outside the library after the librian chased us out but i didn't know it was closing as well and this cute guy came up to me and said bashfully with a smile: 'sorry but we're closing...' :D :D :D fluffy moment... after that i contemplated where to go to while time before the paygp people returned to jiahong's house coz i really didn't feel like going home. being alone without anything to do/look forward to goads the mind into going places i don't even want to think about. and recently the desire to surround myself with crazy, happy people stands more than ever; when i'm with them i don't speak a lot but listening to their laughter makes me feel better and less alone haha. decided to go to island creamery in the end and got myself a ReversO ice cream cone (: then went to jiahong's house and watched xmen origins hahaha. went crazy during the Gambit scenes omfg he's so cool! dancers are an awesome bunch of companyy (: ok time to chiong lunwen. Wednesday, July 08, 2009, 11:04 PM
just feels kinda- numb. and a little... empty. Monday, July 06, 2009, 7:46 PM
说爱你的时候 呼吸难过 心不停地颤抖 噢 第一次我 牵起你的双手 失去方向 不知该往哪儿走 (: haha crazy hiding moments... - yujie: hahahaha vas te faire mettre! je pense qu tu es une pomme de terre avec le visage d'un cochon d'ind (: jia hong: haha truee. but sembawang gets the wind more often (: (: haha sg not as windy la, compared to scotland!! i almost couldn't walk against the wind that time xD Sunday, July 05, 2009, 7:39 PM
omg memories :D nowadays i just want to find some quiet open space where i can stargaze with people, spending silent moments musing/talking/whatever. or fly a kite and feel free & laugh & holler against the wind. have i mentioned how much i love windy days haha. , 11:11 AM
my french coursework is so effing screwed. - sq: you're crazy laa! caffeine gives me palpitations .__. lol you shld try delifrance's iced coffee someday. confirm cannot sleep the entire night. Thursday, July 02, 2009, 7:07 PM
... just finished watching Memento online (yea with maths paper tmr and all) and i'm completely blown away by the sheer ingenuity of the script and the seamless transitions between each scene..! do you have any idea how difficult it must be to film a movie with its entire plot played out backwards?!! synopsis from wikipedia:
haha but amazing movie aside, i think it's fascinating how this ailment distorts human ability to perceive temporal and spatial definitions, thereby disrupting lifestyles and rendering them almost impossible to live by. in one scene, the protagonist was recalling details of his wife, trying to come to terms with her death and he said: "i don't even know how long she's been gone... it's like i've woken up in bed and she's not here... because she's gone to the bathroom or something. but somehow i just... i just know she's never gonna come back to bed. if i could reach over to her side of the bed, i'd know it was cold. but i can't. i know i can't have her back. but i don't want to wake up in the morning, thinking she's still here. i lie here, not knowing... how long i've been alone. so how... how can i heal? how am i supposed to heal, if i can't... feel time?" which is interesting because it makes people think about that age old truism about 'time healing all wounds', you know. haha i'm in an oddly philosophical mood today. maybe alcohol has weird mind-stimulation effects o.o |
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